depression..

i am so damn depressed right now..have to one to talk to..have no friends..im alone..am all alone..wanna go somewhere..somewhere to free my mind..my life sucks..everything sucks..!

a short presentation tomorrow..

ayyak! got a short presentation tomorrow..malas sangat and i dont know what to present tomorrow..but i've made a draft..hopefully i can merepek well in 5 minutes presentation..this presentation is done for us to update our progress in this practical..i've been assigned in QA department..so us just need to check the document and update the equipment..nothing much to be presented though..wish me all the best..:)

HAPPY RAMADHAN..may this Ramadhan gives us a lot of barakkah..dont forget to recite at least 1 page Al-Quran..Ramadhan is a month full of reward..lets grab this opportunity!:)

Bom Syahid di Bumi Palestin..

salam..topik malam ini berunsurkan ilmiah sedikit..untuk tambahkan lagi ilmu di dada insan yang serba kekurangan ini..baru-baru ini pernah seorang kawan bertanyakan apakah hukum meletupkan diri sendiri di palestin..? pada masa itu barulah mula terlintas di fikiran..bukankah hukum meletupkan diri sendiri itu haram..? bukankah jika meletupkan diri sendiri itu biasanya disasarkan di tempat awam di mana kanak2 dan wanita turut terlibat..persoalan itu terus bermain di mindaku sehinggalah mendengar isu tersebut di dalam al-kuliyyah yang membicarakan tentang nakbah palestin..di dalam perbincangan tersebut, moderator tidak ketinggalan untuk bertanyakan panel berkenaan persoalan ini..oleh itu beberapa point penting  dicatitkan untuk dikongsi bersama..

menurut ustaz tersebut..kebanyakkan ulama berpendapat bahawa hukum meletupkan diri sendiri di palestin adalah diharuskan..ini adalah berdasarkan sebab2 tertentu :

1) tiada cara lain, mereka tidak mempunyai senjata, setiap hari mereka diserang, setiap ahli keluarga sekurang2nya seorang mati syahid

2) untuk membangkitkan semangat umat islam

3) untuk membangkitkan maruah kerna bumi palestin adalah bumi umat islam 

4) kerana di palestin yahudi telah merampas tanah umat islam, hak mereka telah dinafikan

5) mereka persembahkan nyawanya dengan kerelaan hati di jalan allah

6) untuk menggetarkan musuh allah ta’ala

7) mereka bukan melawan orang awam tetapi mereka melawan orang yang menduduki buminye. orang yang telah mengusir mereka dan keluarga mereka, merampas hak-hak dan menyita masa depan mereka

  

Oleh itu, bom diri di palestin adalah mati syahid. Haruslan ditekankan di sini, bom syahid di bumi palestin tidak boleh disamakan sama sekali dengan usaha bunuh diri..ini berikutan oleh hujah2 berikut: 

1)  Orang yang bunuh diri itu membunuh dirinya untuk kepentingan pribadinya sendiri. Sementara pejuang ini mempersembahkan dirinya sebagai korban demi agama dan umatnya

2)  Orang yang bunuh diri itu adalah orang yang pesimis atas dirinya dan atas ketentuan Allah, sedangkan pejuang ini adalah manusia yang seluruh cita-citanya tertuju kepada rahmat Allah SWT.

3) Orang yang bunuh diri itu ingin menyelesaikan dari dirinya dan dari kesulitannya dengan menghabisi nyawanya sendiri, sedangkan seorang mujahid ini membunuh musuh Allah dan musuhnya dengan senjata terbaru ini yang telah ditakdirkan menjadi milik orang-orang lemah dalam menghadapi tirani kuat yang sombong.

4) Mujahid itu menjadi bom yang siap meledak kapan dan di mana saja menelan korban musuh Allah dan musuh bangsanya, mereka (baca: musuh) tak mampu lagi menghadapi pahlawan syahidini. 

oke lah setakat ini sahaja yang dapat dikongsikan..semoga info ini bermanfaat untuk semua..sesungguhnya diri ini adalah insan biasa yang tidak lari dari membuat kesilapan..

for details, u can refer here..

sumber rujukan : Al - kuliyyah - Nakbah Palestin

                Hukum Bom Syahid di Palestin ( http://dakwah.info/bekal-dakwah/fiqih-islam/hukum-bom-syahid-di-palestin) 

IDM problems..

hi..anda ade mslh dgn IDM like me.??.cthnye ak nye dlu ak dload IDM dri download.com..time tu jahil lgi bab2 cani..xcrik yg crack sume tu..so after 30 days mmg xpired n kne beli lah kn..pastu nk dload yg len plak da x bleh sbb kne register bagai sume..tapi lucky me..after ak carik lam byk2 forum finally ak jumpe solution 4 my prob ni..oke here's the solution..ikot bulat2 tao..jgn silap satu pn..he..pasni le la gune IDM gn free..

http://jiwang.org/software-troubleshooting-discussion/15014-internet-download-manager-idm-21.html#post659062

for those yg xd account jiwang.org..pls do so..sng cket nk access..it works!seriously..slmt mencuba..:)

im off..

i need some time off..off from this world..i need some time apart..apart from everyone i know..too much problem i cant handle by myself..i know its kinda immature to do this way..but i really need time for myself..now i already deactivated my fb & twitter and also changed my number..i hope when im back, i will be able to get my life on track again..1 year is the limit for me to go away from this world..as if i had plenty of mind, i will go far away from people that i know, to clear my head off..unfortunately thats just my daydream that will never ever gonna happen..i wonder why cant people happy when im happy..but i ll always happy for them..pray for their happiness..im off..goodbye..:(

another cindrella story..

hi guys..miss me..?definitely not!tehee..oke now im at kuantan already..got to finish ini ceriter..(bak kate seniorku)..another yr and half to go..:)..so abt the tittle..just wanna share my fav song in a cinderella story - once upon a song which also known as cinderella story 3  in case lah if u wondering hape ke banyak sgt cinderella story nih..hehe..oke x perlu ckp byk..ini lagunye..

once upon a song - freddie stroma

this is my top fav song in this movie..enjoy!:)

p/s: most cs's ost are awesome..check it out dude!

i will never say no to THIS...xD

oh girl..u've got to be the luckiest girl in the world..

i want this kind of proposal too..*daydreaming..teheee :)

my friend showed me this video..and now i cant stop replaying this..look at this gentleman..how romantic he is right..n cute too..ehe..the choices of songs also great..the place is beautiful..everything so perfect..congrats!:)

p/s: dear my destined man, please watch this..:)

you sneaky mommmm!..dad, u're uglyyyy!..he he :)

oh kids..why u so cute huh..?

really thx..u made my day! :D

asam garam di dapur..

orang cakap klo masak dengan ikhlas dengan penuh kasih syg..iAllah masakan kite jadi sedap...tp my problem is  sy x merungut pn nk msk..dengan penuh excited google segala resipi nak masak bgun pagi2 g pasar dngan bahagianye spent hours at kichen nyanyi lalalalala masak masak but the result still frustating..this is 3rd time this week sy masak x jadi..i love to cook..bcz im a person who loves eat so much..esp my fav dishes..sy try jgk buat sbb sy slalu mngidam..so klo da pndai masak xyh la susah2 nk g beli kt luar + jimat cket..tp cmtu lah..should i give up in cooking..or should add more effort..??huh..japg nk try buat kek batik..ngidam nk makan..hopefully jadi la..:)

#30 things about me

1) i dont really fancy blue colour..i really love other colours
2) i love chocolate with hazelnut or almond in it
3) i cant resist shopping
4) i cant resist food
5) my favorite authors are sophie kinsella and cecelia ahern..i dont like heavy reading materials like Dan Brown (couldnt think much..tehee)..
6) i love singing but i dont have good voice..so i just sing slow when im with friends or family
7) i love literature but i dont hav e talent in it..i really admire people who's expert in language..always dream to be them but its so impossible for me who have language retarded i guess..
8) clumsy..enough to describe how people dont trust me much in doing anything..
9) tend to forget things easily..really hate this part of mine..i have to recall hardly whenever i lost things..huh\
10) people say im immature..yes which is so true..but i dont think its become a problem if u have immature behavior but mature in thinking..so no biggy act.
11) i wanna have many kids..(long way to go)..ehe
12) i love fashion
13) the series i follow are how i met your mother, pretty little liars, vamp diaries, friends and one tree hills coming soon..
14) love watching korean drama, for song only certain songs because i dont know what the song means..
15) know a little bit arabic and korean
16) love to travel
17) im not from rich family..so i have to use my own money to shop or travel..thank god i got scholarship..:)
18) the things i couldnt live with are my lptop, hp, mp4..if i have all these three..i'll be fine on my own..
19) really independent..
20) im not a bimboo because im not pretty...but i called myself bamboo since i dont know lots of general knowledge..ehe
21) i dont like to cover my feet with blanket while sleep..my feet easily become sweat..
22) i know how to cook but unfortunately my cook always taste horrible..so i'll tell ppl i dont know how to cook..i dont want they expect much from me..
23) petite girl with 147 cm in height and 38 kg in weight..im so small u know..
24) mumbling much..my future husband seriously need to prepare a powerful earphone..:p
25) wanna live a simple life with a small car, small house but lotsa money to shop and travel and delicious yummy food..
26) easily get chub and easily lose weight too..high metabolism person lah..
27) currently single and im happy being single..not a single thought to find boyfie..i'll think about it next year kot..
28) not really tech's bestfriend..always have problem with tech..
29) simple..
30) dont know how to make friend..i can count with finger how many friends i have..

------------yezzah!thats 30 things about me..--------------:)

25 january..

hurm..whats so so important with 25 jan eh..ala xkn xle agak kan..yay!!!today's my bday yaw..happy bday to me..:)..i cant believe that im 23 now..twenty three..can u imagine urself now 23..the age in which ppl will call u as adult..ha ha..but me..still immature petite girl who always doing everything wrong..spills things out..oh mai..i will never change..before this..i taught when im 23, im no longer this clumsy2..bt everythin x kena..tp even umur brape pn..i still cmni lah..xp lah..as long as im happy this way..x perlu lah nk ubah ape2 pn kan..so tonight, im celebrating my birthday with top big bang..ehe..itu j yang mampu..cz the person im waiting to wish my bday x wish jugak..so redha..da tanak mengharap lagi..sedih x..??nahhh..klo sedih pn xle wt ape2..since kete kt umah xd road tax..so i x dpt nk treat myself with sth lah..klo ikotkan hati nk j dok tepi pntai mkn aiskrim, mkn ape2 lah yg i mngidam or little bit shopping here and there..but then xd road tax kan, i can treat myself any other day lah..k lah..before i out..here im miss buttercup wishing those who's celebrating birthday on 25th January happy bestday and may this year brings u lotsa smiles!!!!:D

                     HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS BUTTERCUP!:)

yuna inspired..

been downloading yuna inspired episodes just now..why..?im not really her fan act..but im a fan of her song..best kot lagu die..ehe..so the reason im downloding her video cz i wanna see her style and i love her english..the way she speaks in english best lah..jom tgok..:)..

sometimes love's intoxicating...

1.                                      the script - nothing

top 15 hugh grant's movies..

oke here are the lists of top 15 hugh grant's pieces..i googled it just now..depends on u guys wanna agree or not..me..?havent decided yet cz i dont watch it all so far..im a fan of him btw..(:..now im watching music & lyrics for second time..(:..so here the list..
1) Notting hills
2) 4 weddings and funeral
3) About a boy
4) Bridget jones's diary
5) Nine months
6) Two weeks notice
7) Love actually
8) The englishman
9) Music and lyrics
10) Mickey blue eyes
11) Sense and sensibility
12) American dreamz
13) Bridget jones
14) Extreme measures
15) Small time crook

                             HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THE MOVIES (:

year III first sem break..

weehoooo..here comes my 3 weeks hols..what to do eh at home..yeah i planned a lot before getting home u know..but then ble sampai umah malas la plak..ingt nk kemas umah, baking, cooking, cat umah, try jahit baju..nahhh it seems so impossible now..malas malas malas..yeah penyakit malas xd ubat kan...teheee...so so so tomorrow im gonna hunt any mydin mall yes the only mall kt tganu..ehee..to buy joysticks n few games..weee...n since laptop rosak..i already asked my dear friend, to burn a few series n movies in cd..loveyah!(:..so i can watch it in tv with big screen..yeah totally heaven..(:..there goes my hols yaw..!!!:D :D

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!(: